Hey its a new year and I am feeling really refreshed. The holidays were the worst ever for me as i was stuck in PH with my uncle and his kids and absolutely no activities and to make it worse on of the helps in the house decided that she had had enough and she was going to leave, so it was absolute hell for me. But in the midst of all of this boredom and house chores my heart was miraculously filled with joy on Christmas day, i was ecstatic, you might think i would be too old to just feel unfounded happiness but this was great. i woke up singing my favorite Christmas songs took a shower and went to church the mass just seemed so heavenly i loved it and it did fill my heart with joy. i had breakfast at bobbys before going home. i actually did not want to give a day to day account just an overview so i think i might be going over board now. Well new year came and it was time for resolutions so i tot what resolutions would i make this year, i tot about those i didn't make last year and decided that i should make some this year after some tot and brainstorming with my self i decided this year is my year More for me, i would do more just to make my self happy, always look nice, get my hair on point nails, eyes, but its gonna be my year MORE FOR ME!!

I know that sounds kinda selfish, but hey lemme live for me a little.